A Digital Comeback

In the heyday of my digital presence, I was known as the go-to guru for all things tech and gadgets. My virtual playground was a hub of innovation, filled with late-night readings, gadget reviews, and heartfelt poetry that resonated with readers across the nation.

Life took an unexpected turn in 2018 when a health crisis struck, shifting my priorities in profound ways. Suddenly, every moment became precious, and I fought relentlessly to preserve them. Amidst this struggle, my vibrant online presence slowly slipped away, overshadowed by the urgency of the present. Yet, emerging from the turmoil, I found a renewed sense of purpose. Serving at Dhammathali Vipassana Centre, Jaipur, for over six years, I discovered the joy of service and encountered wonderful people. Life changed in many ways, which I'll share in upcoming posts. Now, it's time to move on, and I am eager to reclaim my digital footprint and rediscover the world I once knew online.

It hasn't been easy. The digital landscape has evolved since my absence, presenting new challenges and opportunities at every turn. But with each keystroke, each blog post, and each connection renewed, I feel myself growing stronger, more resilient, and more determined than ever before.

While my past works may be lost to the annals of time, their essence lives on within me, driving me forward as I carve out a new niche in the ever-expanding realm of cyberspace.

So here I stand, on the cusp of a new chapter in my digital journey. This is my blog, where you can navigate through tags. Soon, my work will also be available through Niyaweb Services. The development of both web projects is underway, and they'll soon showcase sleek designs and expanded content. Welcome to my digital revival.

Kamal

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